What Is It With Women, Behaviors That Appear Instinctive

Back when I was in my late twenties I was mistaken for someone who had committed a crime. When I was arrested I was out jogging and didn't have any identification on me. The ordeal of dealing with the authorities was overwhelming. It took a lot of work and convincing for the authorities to admit the mistake. They did not apologize, not really. Sorry buddy, but you have to admit that it was a good call under the circumstances. Bull Shit.

The arrest and following stress taught me a lesson. Being impotent is a terrible place to be in. Impotence can come in many forms. And then I was dating this girl, and I found myself in a romantic situation, and when she started to resist I doubled down and immobilized her physically, brute force and a weight differential of sixty pounds. She had sex, and could do nothing about it. She had been held impotent. So I didn't understand why she was so wet and why she had an orgasm.

Further, she became totally given to me. Without any reservation. She baked me a cake for my birthday, invited some friends over and had a party for me. She made the bed with new linens, she gave herself as a birthday present, for now and forever. It's not only that she gave me sex, she went completely domestic. A girl who never got anyone a cup of coffee, was now a girl cooking breakfast and setting the table. When the time came that I met her parents, it became obvious that she had told them we were engaged to get married. When I didn't ask her father for her hand in marriage she was devastated. I had to develop an alternate strategy and I told them that we wanted to talk to them together. Not asking him for her hand, telling him I was taking his daughter.

From that day till the day we got married was six weeks. We got married in a civil ceremony with a county Justice. She arranged for a full on religious affair many months later. For the religious affair she showed off the work she had done since she got married, in the form of a noticeable pregnant belly.

It has been many years since that year, she is open for sex at most any time. The one thing that sends her into seizure, is being held down against her will. I have to be careful not to pin her, or use brute force on her. She doesn't ever bring two and two together, the day she lost her virginity and her behavior so many years later. But still today when I push her, for instance I pick her up over my shoulder and toss her on the bed and let my belt loose, she is so wet comparably, and her response most often ends with an orgasm.

I have concluded in my own mind, no research of any kind, just observation with her, that I must have triggered something basal in her, beyond her thoughts or understanding, responding to a behavior, she wets herself in preparation and her body responds with an orgasm. One more example, when it came time to give birth, she took over herself and delivered her own baby, with the medical staff standing by. The nurse told me it happens, and when it does they don't interfere unless necessary, the mother is responding to instinct and she is deaf to anyone talking.