I Don't Believe What's Happening With Me

We were waiting on a table. A man kept staring at me. My friend told me he was scoping out my ass. I felt like I was a lamb and he was a wolf, drooling for me. After we were seated I lost sight of him. But when we left he was there and he followed me with his eyes.

I had never felt hunted like I did that night. I didn't sleep well, and I dreamed that he caught me. I woke up wet from night sweats. Wet between my legs. My friend told me he had gotten in my head.

It was many weeks later and I ran into him at a different restaurant. He was there with a woman. I saw him kiss her and I lost it, I had never felt so jealous. I wanted to leave, I felt rejected.

I don't understand this. (