I Think This Is Why Am Still Single

So am 28 years old, I hardly have sex, I’ve been 3 years without sexual intercourse before. Am now going 1 year and few months. I never used a toy until I few out of my country.

Anyways I have this crazy obsession and I think it’s making me single. A guy will like me and I really don’t have to like him sexually, but I would let him play with my breast kiss me from head to toes and maybe sometimes finger my pussy, but it’s all their choice, however I would take pleasure in hearing them begging to put their dick inside my WET TIGHT CREAMY pussy, but I would stand strong on my word and say no. Right there and then when I look in their eyes and see their dick printed out in their pants and the disappointment on their faces, I would climax, then I send them home.