Why Did I Wait This Long!

I have been bi-curious my whole life. Many times I cam close to acting on it, but chickened out. When my wife cheated on me, and asked for a divorce i went to a bar and said I am going to fuck the first person that flirts with me. That first person, was a guy. Back at his place, he offered to give me a back massage. I got naked and he started. He was a professional masseuse. I closed my eyes and when I opened them, I saw he was naked too. His cock was inches from my face, I could tell he was hoping I would blow him. I said... "are you trying to get me to suck your dick?" He said yes, so I told him to get closer and took him in my mouth. It was amazing. I sucked that cock for 20 minutes until he came. I was hoping he would warn me, but since I often eat my own cum when jerking off, I let it happen. It was awesome.

He kept rubbing my back, and got hard again. He crawled on the table, and I could feel his cock touching my naked ass. He sensed I was nervous, and said "don't worry, I am not going to fuck you." I said, "actually, I am hoping you will." I have had dildos in my ass for years, but this was the first time I had a real cock go in there. I was having homosexual sex! It was finally happening. I came in like 5 seconds but let him keep fucking. He came deep in my asshole. When he finished, we went over to the bed, made out a bit and went to sleep. In the morning I woke up to a blow job, then more sex.

I like women, but enjoy gay sex so much more. He and I fuck all the time, but he is in only into sex, not a relationship. I am okay with that. For now.