My Obsession

I have a dark obsession developed in me which I myself can’t believe. I used to hate the concept of blowjob and i found it so gross but after being in a relationship by boyfriend comforted me and gradually things changed. I started liking the taste of cock and then the sperm and at present am obsessed. I have become so much needy i blow him day in day out but it has caused issues in our relationship. He has started complaining how sore he gets how addicted i have become and how he feels hurt. Honestly i love him but i also don’t want to stop my needs. I won’t cheat him but no matter how dirty or gaggy i get he is getting irritated day by day