Bi-Sexual Female / 30
Learning Who I Am,
When I was released from the hospital I had lost many pounds, muscle mass, and walked with a limp. I joined a club to work on reconstituting my muscle mass, upper body strength and work on my thighs and core strength. I was assigned a physical trainer who specialized with service members. Unlike others, I didn't have a prosthetic.
On my 24th birthday I was back at a solid 140, thighs, core, upper body all firm and toned. I left the service once and for all, to lead my life. I got a job through an agency, boring, slow, mind numbing. I invested my time at the gym. I quit that job to work with women who wanted an extra pound of flesh where it mattered most. I became fixated on women's bodies, fit, toned women. I fell in love.
The love affair, really a sex affair, lasted three months. She was a small woman, built of solid muscle and sinew. A lawyer. It was a battle of wills, I cannot be number two. But I had tasted a woman's love.
My client base grew and I was able to support myself. I made a series of tax mistakes, that's why I went to him. From the moment I met him I knew I was on the menu. From the moment he pressed his advantage and I surrendered I knew I was number two. He liked what he saw, what he held in his hands, what he considered his own. Like a tamed pet I mirrored his wants, his desire, his commands. We fit together.
I can't pretend that I'm not in love with women, It's women I want to be around, it's the woman's form I am attracted to. But I surrendered myself to this man. And he has the key, and I'm the lock. And that's the way it is.
On my 24th birthday I was back at a solid 140, thighs, core, upper body all firm and toned. I left the service once and for all, to lead my life. I got a job through an agency, boring, slow, mind numbing. I invested my time at the gym. I quit that job to work with women who wanted an extra pound of flesh where it mattered most. I became fixated on women's bodies, fit, toned women. I fell in love.
The love affair, really a sex affair, lasted three months. She was a small woman, built of solid muscle and sinew. A lawyer. It was a battle of wills, I cannot be number two. But I had tasted a woman's love.
My client base grew and I was able to support myself. I made a series of tax mistakes, that's why I went to him. From the moment I met him I knew I was on the menu. From the moment he pressed his advantage and I surrendered I knew I was number two. He liked what he saw, what he held in his hands, what he considered his own. Like a tamed pet I mirrored his wants, his desire, his commands. We fit together.
I can't pretend that I'm not in love with women, It's women I want to be around, it's the woman's form I am attracted to. But I surrendered myself to this man. And he has the key, and I'm the lock. And that's the way it is.
