Huge Craving.

As a young boy growing up when I was about 12 this older boy that lived next door to us got me in his bedroom one day and he was 16. He knew what he wanted and how to get it. He but the door and right away shoved his gym shorts down and took his big hairy cock out right in front of me. As I heard for the door he blocked me and told me not to be scared.
He pushed me to my knees and was rubbing his cock all over my face and poking it to my lips. He kept telling me to suck it and eventually I did. He came in my mouth after making me gag on his dick many times and he kept telling me if I told any one he would beat the shit out of me
He made me stay there and had me take off all my clothes and now both of us were naked. He told me he wanted to fuck me and told me to lay face down on the carpet. He had to force me down and put me on my stomach. Next thing I feel is his fingers in my ass with something very slick being pushed up my asshole. I was crying begging him to stop but he just told me to be quiet
He got on top of me and for the next few minutes I cried out loud as his dick penetrated my tight asshole and he stretched me to the limit he kept pushing until he had forced his big dick all the way up my ass. He started to fuck me and it hurt like hell but he just kept fucking me. Then he told me he was going to cum up my ass and that I would like it.
He came deep inside of me but continued to fuck me until he came in me again. There was cum between my legs and all over my nuts as he let his dick slip out of my ass. He just laid on top of me humping on my ass telling me how good it felt. He said he was going to fuck me some more and as soon as his dick was hard he stick it back in my ass and fucked me really hard for the longest time before he came in my add a third time.
He let me up after that and turned me onto my back and started to suck on my dick and told me he wanted to make me cum. Well I did and he swallowed my cum.
He let me go after that but reminded me if I told anyone he would kick my ass then he told me to be back there the next day. I don’t know why but I went back for more the next day and every day after that for weeks. Them one day I was there and he was fucking me in the ass and just about to cum in me when two naked boys stepped out of the closet stroking their big dicks. I was kept there until all three of them had fucked me twice and there was so much cum running out of me I couldn’t hold it all.
In a little while they started over and for a couple of hours they fucked me and put their cum up my ass. Ever since then I have enjoyed being fucked and they fucked me for years and let other boys fuck me too. Many times on Saturdays out in the woods in this old vacant barn they would all meet there to hang bang me. It was always in this small musty smelling little room on a sleeping bag and a few times there would be six older boys there all taking turns on me for hours.
Now after all these years of find myself dreaming of getting fucked in the add again. I am
Married and have been for many years but I have started watching gay anal porn and gay gang bang porn and using different things in my ass. I want to be fucked again and am open to multiple cocks at the same time. I think about being used by 6 or 8 hung men in a cabin way out in the mountains where they can take me outside and hang bang my ass and make me gag on their big hard cocks. I jack off all the time with a big cucumber deep in my ass and unlock up my cum almost every time I want a big hard cock yo my ass again and I want it pretty bad. I get off watching really big gay cock fucking a right ass and I like watching a big pair of nuts twitch knowing it is shooting a big thick load up a man’s asshole. Man I really want a big one up my ass again some day.