Getting Owned And Admitting It

At the age of 44 I met a guy that was not my husband. After small talk we exchanged phone numbers something I had never done even though I had the chance. I always stayed true to my marriage until that moment when he asked for my number and without hesitation I gave it to him. Then we started texting at first just small talk then after we scheduled working out together and a few lunches then it happened. We were sneaking around he met me at a large park close to where we lived by and he had me snuggle up to him and we had our first kiss. For me that was a big thing I had not kissed or even had any contact with anyone besides my husband since I was married. And even then I had only given 1 blow job in high school. My husband was my boyfriend in school and i got pregnant young and life took off while we were still young. The moment i reached down and held his cock I knew I was in for a treat. I’m only 4 foot 10 dirty blond hazel eyes I have had regular sex with my husband bjs and anal. I have a tight body work out often good looking women. I have D cups for as small as I am and a round tight little booty. As we kissed and I was grabbing at his cock I found that my hand could barely wrap around it. He helped me get it out and when he pulled it out i looked at it stroked it I could put both my hands on it stroking him up and down and I could probably squeeze in one more hand if I had it. When it went into my mouth o struggled getting it into my mouth. I got it in and he said my mouth felt really tight. I bobbed my head up and down on it saliva leaking from the corner of my mouth he laid back in the from seat I was in the middle seat sitting on my knees when he and me stick my ass in the air i stopped to slide my shorts off. Now my ass was in the air while only wearing a thong. I sucked away and his fingers explored my holes ass and kitty. He found a spot while in my kitty and I felt a wave hit me and i squirted all over the passenger seat. I sat up apologizing he leaned in kissed me pulled my on to his lap. I through my leg over him mounting him so we where face to face and helped him guide that giant cock inside me. I could feel every inch of it enter me. I was gasping for air half way down he found my spot and i started shaking again with more juice shooting out. I bit his shoulder and he griped my waist and pushed me and he bottomed out. I let out and of fuck babe and he proceeded fuck the life out of me for what seemed like hours. All through this my phone ringing getting texts from my friends and husband I ignored until I was full. I mean I had never had so much cum inside me. I was a mess my pussy was a mess and I was sore and beat up. During the fuck fest and my dirty talk I let it slip that he fucked me so hard I fell in love and that he owned me and my holes. I said that he could do whatever I wanted to me as long as I kept getting dicked down. I went home and had to deal with my husband and older son who had stopped by. I was in a fuck daze the rest of the day. I felt like I had spent the day at the spa and was totally exhausted and relaxed. My husband was going on and on and I just ignored him. This went on for a few months my husband caught on when sex between us was non existent. I tried to have sex with him once but it was not what I was used to. He pumped for 10 minutes and shot his load and I had to finish myself off. During the day I was at my bfs home putting toys in my rear to help open me up. We had tried it and I called it Painal because it broke me. So he bought me some toys and during the day while he was working I’d go over to his house and practice opening up my rear. I’d send him pics and he would come home sometimes and help me. I was finally able to take it on the rear with the help of a toy stimulating my clit. Around the time of our anniversary I was caught when I left my phone and had sent a text message and didn’t use snap chat. He read messages and saw pics of me at his place trying to stretch my rear. He was mad and told me to get my things and get out. I said fine he said i ruined there marriage I told him that he did that when he knocked up the other woman years back he didn’t say anything he asked me to stay. I told him I think we are done packed some things told him I’d be back for the rest later and have been staying with my BF. We both slept in after the first night. He recorded us as he had sex with my ass. We watched it and his cock looks huge and when he has my ass stretched around his cock it looks amazing. I never knew my hole could stretch like that. It’s 45 min video of me getting ass fucked until he cums inside me. When he finished he slides it out and I am gaped. I looked into that camera told him I loved him and sucked him clean. He pets my head as I suck him and he gets hard and I get to ride him for round 2. My soon to be ex has begged me back but there is no fucking way I’m given this cock up