Closet Slut With No Signs Of Stopping

So I have been married since the age of 20. Met my husband In high school he was 2 years older. We dated I got pregnant and had 2 kids with him. I have always stayed in shape in 4 foot 10 very slim nice size boobs that could use a lift with a small right ass. I’m a natural brunette but bleach my hair. My husband has not always been faithful and I just put up with it. I met someone at the gym won’t mention names but we took it slow my choice he never pressed me for sex or forced me. All he did was listen and be there for me through my home life. He makes me laugh and am very happy when we are together. The first time he fucked me he and I had been talking and seeing each other for about 3 months. We had kissed and cuddled on my car and his car decided to stay away from his place until I felt it was not going to be a one night stand. The first time was a Wednesday morning he was going to golf and I suggested I meet him in the parking lot about an 2 hours before he was to tee off. He and an 11am tee time and I met him a little before 9. I knew it was goin to be the day so I wore a very short skirt a thong and matching bra. I did my hair and makeup had on these glasses he likes on me. I wanted to be perfect for him. I got there he asked if I had a hot date after leaving him because I looked like a Barbie doll. I asked him if he wanted to undress his Barbie doll. After I sat that it was on. I was fucked senseless for a while I kept telling him I was going to completely drain his balls. I did just that swallowing his the first and last load and the last load almost went into my ass. Something inside me clicked and I talked dirty and told him things that I never thought I would tell anyone yet another man other then my husband. Before I left him I cleaned his cock he played his round and text me when he was done. I asked him if he wanted to hit another hole he told me to meet him at his place. By then I had gone home and cleaned up. I was a leaky mess and was still having a little cum leaking from my holes. I told him this and he pinned me down on his bed and proceeded to try and lick it out of me. It was the hottest thing anyone had ever done to me. Since then we have had sex in public places movie theaters my house in my bed that I share with my husband soon to be ex. I am spending more and more time with him. Sex between my husband and I is non existent. He doesn’t ask and I don’t offer it. I took a trip and brought my best friend Yvonne to make it easier to hide. My bf got us both drunk and my besties and I put on a show. We kissed each other and licked each other’s kitten. He fucked me while I ate my friend out. He did not want to have sex with my friend which I thanked him for. Then gave him the ok and I sat on her face as he fucked her and I made out with him. We did this for our long weekend trip. It was my first bi experience and his first time with 2 women. I gave him a g*ft that my soon to be ex always talks about. I know I love my new man and have 0 feelings for my ex. Reason for this confession is that I want to do more with my new man and told my soon to be ex last night that I was leaving him. He was mad of course he accused me of cheating which i denied. He called me names we argued I left and stayed with my friend and woke up this morning and wrote this. I am headed to my bfs home and Yvonne and I plan and riding him and letting him know that I am going to move in eventually. If it was up to my bf I would be moving in today. I am just waiting for the divorce to be farther along so I can get what is due to me. After that I will move in and become his personal Barbie duck doll.