Addicted To Anal

Back in my school years I had sex with a few of my friends. A lot of dick sucking out in the woods. In the 7th grade I let a friend fuck me up the ass one day after school. He had been talking to me about it for a few days and he was begging me to do it with him so I said I would try it.
We went to this spot we knew out in the woods. We both had our pants down and our dicks were hard as usual. He got me to turn my back to him and lean forward and as I held on to a tree limb he stood behind me rubbing his dick on my asshole and spitting in the crack of my ass.
His dick almost went in a couple of times then he really tried hard and my asshole started to open up but sting pretty bad. His dick went in me and he grabbed my hips and pushed until all of his dick was up my ass. He started to fuck me and all I could say over and over was oh shit! His dick was fucking my ass and I was pulling on my dick like crazy.
He fucked me maybe 3 or 4 minutes then told me he was going to cum in me. I told him not too but he did anyway. His cum was shooting up my ass as I jacked my load out on the ground.
It was exciting to let him cum in my ass and his dick was balls deep in my asdhole and I was telling him to fuck me some more. He fucked me two more times that afternoon and many times after that for about 6 years
As time went by we found out that there were other boys that wanted sex as much as we did so in high school we had a group of boys that liked to suck dick and I was the only one that liked to take it up the ass so they all fucked me pretty often and Saturday night gang bangs were pretty normal. After some group duck sucking they were anxious to fuck so I let them all fuck me as much as they wanted to and they all came in my ass.
Most of the time there were 8 of us so I had 7 teenage boys that kept a hard on fucking me for hours on Saturday nights to me it was hot as hell to be with all those naked boys and all of them watching me get my asshole fucked and all the cum they put up my ass.
The longer it lasted the nastier I got. And the hotter they talked as I took one hard dick after the other for hours. I wish I could do it again someday. It’s my ultimate fantasy to be some where very private in a nice cabin way out in the woods with 8 or 10 hung men for several days and they all fuck me use me and r**e me and what I really want is two dicks up my ass at the same time and one to suck on.
I haven’t had sex with any men since high school but I enjoy using sex toys and my hot wife fucking me with our strap on toys. I watch gay porn and fuck my ass when I am alone and I know I would like taking dick up my ass again.
Until then I have my hot fantasies and my toys.