Now I Know For Sure

We talked that same night for at least an hour. We both expressed our feelings about our first time texting, then phone calls then meeting for lunch. He said that he was impressed and liked me more and more the longer we talked and I couldn't tell him fast enough that I felt the exact same about him. My god I'm falling for this man so quickly and I feel so good about everything admitting to myself this is exactly what I want. So before the conversation ends he asks if I would spend the night with him this coming weekend? I couldn't say yes fast enough! Well then we continued to talk and he said he just wanted me to be there all night and that we didn't have to do anything I didn't feel comfortable with. Things are happening so fast and I find myself wanting to be with this man. Saturday evening comes and I arrive with an overnight bag and I instantly see him smile as we hug and for the first time I am kissed by another man and the feeling is overwhelming, It felt incredible to say the least! I'll shorten this up so we watch T.V. , talk then he puts on some music and motions for me to come to him which I do and we slow dance and I feel his arms around me and I'm holding him tight, again we kiss! He holds my hand and leads me into his bedroom and I am shaking with excitement. He undresses me and I with shaking hands I undress him and he pulls back the covers and gets into bed and I look at him and get into bed with another man for the first time. His arm is under my head and the other arm is across my body as we kiss passionately..................I'm a Queer, a Faggot and I am going to let this almost total stranger do whatever he desires to me and I know I'm going to love it for the first time in my life!