Filmed Sucking Cock For Payment

When I was young I worked a summer job while on summer break from school. I worked with an older guy named Phil. Phil was a black man in his late 40s to early 50s slightly overweight and wore glasses. He built computers and offered to build me one if I bought the parts. I agreed. He offered me a ride home one day and stopped by his apartment to show me the progress. While at his apartment he put on a gay porn and asked me to watch with him. It was rough sex with forced blowjobs and anal. I’ve never seen gay porn at this point and felt weird watching with him. He kept asking if I liked it. I felt awkward but told him I liked it. After watching a while he took me home. A few days later the computer was done and Phil said he’ll drive me home from work and we can pick the computer up on the way home. When we got to his apartment he showed me how to use the computer and packed everything up. I took out the money I owed him and he said how about you pay me another way. He was rubbing his cock through his shorts. I was nervous and declined. Sorry I’m not sure about that. He said how about I suck your cock then. I wasn’t even hard and was to embarrassed to even try that. Again I said sorry I don’t think so. He got angry and said I did all this work and you teased me to get me to do it. You have to do something for me. I felt bad and said I’d try to give him a blowjob then. I’ve just never done it before. He said good. You know it’s not right to tease me like you did. I apologized and said I’m sorry I didn’t mean to. Well you better make it up to me then. I followed him to the living room where he had a camera on a tripod set up facing the couch. He pressed record and told me to kneel down in front of the camera and open my mouth wide. I did as he told me. He told me to say I’m a cock sucking slut and I’m gonna suck some cock. I said it while on my knees looking into the camera. Good now crawl to me. I turned around and he was completely naked sitting on the couch. He was stroking his cock. I remember being in awe at how long and thick his cock looked. I’ve never seen a cock in person and I was shocked. I crawled up to him and watched as he jerked his big cock for a minute not knowing what to do. He started giving me instructions so I listened intently and grabbed it and started kissing and licking it. I remember it smelled weird like hot, and sweaty. It tasted salty as I licked it. I remember my saliva wetting it. He was breathing heavy and kept saying yeah, ohh yeah under his breath. Precum was leaking and I wasn’t sure what was happening. It looked gross but he told me to lick it as it dripped down the side of his cock. It tasted weird but it didn’t bother me. Then he told me how to suck him and I just did exactly what he said and started bobbing my head up and down on his cock. I kept my mouth wide because I was scared to hit my teeth on his cock as he warned me. His cock felt huge in my mouth but I started getting used to it. Before you know it I was sucking Phil’s cock like a pro. At some point he was holding the camera filming me. I just concentrated on sucking his cock. Phil was bucking his hips and held the back of my head while he fucked my mouth. I started gagging as he thrust harder in my mouth. I could feel the head of his cock in my throat as he kept thrusting and yelling at me to suck his cock harder. Then he stood up and told me to beg for his cum. He held the camera in one hand and jerked off with the other. I started begging for his cum while looking into the camera. He started tensing up and said open your mouth wide. I opened as wide as I could and he brought his cock right to my mouth and started spurting warm cum right in my mouth. He was jerking fast and some cum got on my face and lips. He told me to swallow it. It gagged a bit but swallowed everything that was in my mouth. He was out of breath as his cock began to soften. I remember watching it pulse as it slowly softened. He was reviewing the footage through the camera and seemed pleased as he watched it. I’m not sure what happened to the footage but I never watched it. Phil asked me to come over a few times after that but I never did. I never did anything like that again. My wife doesn’t even know. I actually jerked off the first night when I got home thinking how I just sucked a cock. I jerk off to the thought of it every now and then thinking how this older guy made me suck his cock and filmed it.