Big Penis Obsession

I’m obsessed with big penises. According to the internet I’m above average at 6.5 long and 5 thick. I went to a sex party and noticed that all the men did have a penis about 5-6 inches so that made me feel good. Yet I would like my Penis’s to be bigger. I have fuck buddies that all have bigger than average penises. A big cock turns me on so much. I think the guys I have sex with can tell. Not sure what my deal is but I’m obsessed with big cocks. I somehow attract them into my life though, have had sex with plenty of hung men. So basically I’ve been finding the 1% of cocks and having sex with them.