IT'S VERY HARD TO STOP LUST

I'm sixty seven years young with a very high sex drive for my age with a seven inches cock that everyone wants to suck it and fuck them never get to bottom

I'm actually straight perfer female pussy but enjoy playing with the boys now and then

I was interduce to sex at the age of eight and been looking for sex ever since

Now being a elder no eight year old should know about sex less than having sex at the age of eight

Blame my nieces for interduce me to sex have forgiven them we all were kids at the time she from my step sister and have forgiven them

When we were kids at sleep over we would masterbate each other

One night I had to sleep with both of my female second cousins one reached over and started masterbating me

In return I finger fucking her pussy

Got my cock wet was able to have my cock go in and out a couple of times from my best friend sister

At the age of fifteen the sisters that lived in front of me

Both girls would have me take care of their sexual desires

Along with the girl next door having adult activities at the same time

Had sex with my high school sweetheart

Joined the US military at the age of seventeen

Dering the time I was in school learning my new job

My black platoon sargent took a liking to me He asked to go to South Carolina his mother's house with him she had pass

I went with him after drinking a few beers he went into the bathroom and came out nude

He told me he enjoys being nude around the house so you should do the same

After getting naked with him I was interduce to male on male sex

He wanted me to stay their with him and he would send me to military police academy witch I really want it but was scared where this would go

At that time you will be kicked out of the militarily dishonorable discharge for having sex with another male

I left the military and on the hunt for sex

One day I went for a nude massage he was also nude

By the time I turned and laid on my back I was so freaking horny needless to say we had had sex

At night would go to the bars to fine a female to go home with me

Pretty much found one

Hit a dry spell no female so I went to visit the local gay bathhouse

Would set in the steam room to be milked

One visit I had my brains fucked out

Then found my wife she was a international flight attended and never home

One night I was working for a friend we were over the road trucking moving house whole

I night we were sleeping in the same bed I felt something good I slowly opened one eye to see him milking me

I just acted like I was sleeping

The next day nothing was said

I got divorced and that was the last time I had sex

Moved to Arizona for seven years and had no sex at all it was called masterbating

Moved back to Colorado Now in my fifths and no where to fine females

I so turned to play with the boys again and watching gay bareback porn while masterbating myself

Found sex on a free gay sex date site

I really haven't found the cock I want

Here's the hard part

I'm wanting to be a good Christian sin free but having problems with smoking and lust

I'm having a really hard time letting go of lust

Think what I need to do fine a nice cock to fuck my brains out. Get it out of my system once in for all

I love our heavenly father and our Lord and savor. We need to show respect to them for our blessings in life

Been told that our heavenly father wouldn't give us anything I couldn't do

I'm not a rich man but I'm blessed

Have you ever give up lust.

ITS HARD TO BE SEX FREE