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My Family
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Straight Male / 40
I'm Jerking Off To My Mom, After Cuddling And Seeing Her In Swimsuit
I’ve watched plenty of (step)mom+son porn and read stories and confessions for many years, but never had fantasies about my own mom, simply didn’t find her attractive.
I’m newly divorced, 40 yo, my mom is 69 and not hot but pretty average.
On the last day of a summer holiday in a rented house, with only me, my mom and the kids, I saw her on the beach lying on a towel in her swimsuit and noticed her curves which looked pretty female actually…
After the trip to the beach, back in the holiday house I accidentally watched her change through a window of her bedroom and I only saw a shoulder and her side in a bra, as she zipped up the dress. But that view gave me an instant boner and I rushed to the toilet to take care of it!
Later in the evening, I gave her a giant hug for helping me so much with the kids during the holiday. Normally I’ve been a little avoidant as she’s always felt clingy and needy when it came to physical contact but this time it felt good to give her a close hug.
After the kids were asleep, she invited me to talk in the couch and we drank some glasses of wine and talked about my situation and divorce etc. - and we started holding hands, something I’ve always felt was awkward when she wanted to do that, but now it felt OK. After talking about dramatic topics, we gave each other a huge hug in the couch, and suddenly I moved my one leg over her lap, so we were hugging very close and started cuddling on the couch for several minutes, while stil talking and comforting each other. My hands were all over her back and thigh and butt, and I felt her breasts against my upper arm, and I believe that the one arm was close to my crotch, and she might have sensed my boner, dunno.
Nothing more happened that evening, but I gave her a long goodnight hug.
The next morning while I was still sleeping, I heard her waking around in the house making breakfast. Then I got the thought about her coming in to my room to wake me up, and seeing my body only with underpants. The thought gave me an instant boner, and I removed my duvet and fell asleep. 20 mins later she came in to wake me up, and it sounded like she got a little shocked when she saw me sleeping uncovered, with only underpants and a hard dick.
I haven’t met her in person since that final morning of our holiday.
How do I proceed from here? I’m still jerking off to the thought about the scene where we were cuddling, and to a photo from the beach where she’s in the background in her swimsuit. I’m not sure that she consciously wants to have sex with her own son but it seems like there’s some attraction going on in her…
She’s happily married to her husband through 20 years and I don’t want to screw things up, but I feel some kind of tension and I’m curious to explore that.
What steps should be taken from now on?
I’m newly divorced, 40 yo, my mom is 69 and not hot but pretty average.
On the last day of a summer holiday in a rented house, with only me, my mom and the kids, I saw her on the beach lying on a towel in her swimsuit and noticed her curves which looked pretty female actually…
After the trip to the beach, back in the holiday house I accidentally watched her change through a window of her bedroom and I only saw a shoulder and her side in a bra, as she zipped up the dress. But that view gave me an instant boner and I rushed to the toilet to take care of it!
Later in the evening, I gave her a giant hug for helping me so much with the kids during the holiday. Normally I’ve been a little avoidant as she’s always felt clingy and needy when it came to physical contact but this time it felt good to give her a close hug.
After the kids were asleep, she invited me to talk in the couch and we drank some glasses of wine and talked about my situation and divorce etc. - and we started holding hands, something I’ve always felt was awkward when she wanted to do that, but now it felt OK. After talking about dramatic topics, we gave each other a huge hug in the couch, and suddenly I moved my one leg over her lap, so we were hugging very close and started cuddling on the couch for several minutes, while stil talking and comforting each other. My hands were all over her back and thigh and butt, and I felt her breasts against my upper arm, and I believe that the one arm was close to my crotch, and she might have sensed my boner, dunno.
Nothing more happened that evening, but I gave her a long goodnight hug.
The next morning while I was still sleeping, I heard her waking around in the house making breakfast. Then I got the thought about her coming in to my room to wake me up, and seeing my body only with underpants. The thought gave me an instant boner, and I removed my duvet and fell asleep. 20 mins later she came in to wake me up, and it sounded like she got a little shocked when she saw me sleeping uncovered, with only underpants and a hard dick.
I haven’t met her in person since that final morning of our holiday.
How do I proceed from here? I’m still jerking off to the thought about the scene where we were cuddling, and to a photo from the beach where she’s in the background in her swimsuit. I’m not sure that she consciously wants to have sex with her own son but it seems like there’s some attraction going on in her…
She’s happily married to her husband through 20 years and I don’t want to screw things up, but I feel some kind of tension and I’m curious to explore that.
What steps should be taken from now on?
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