Straight

I spent my 30 having sex with men. I’ve had lots and lots of sex with me and as of recent I’m questioning if I’m even gay. It’s becoming a turn off for me. I used to enjoy it a lot. Now thoughts of women popping into my mind. I love gay men, I know their struggle and have a soft spot for many of them. Just not sure I can identify with them anymore. The current political and social cultures disgusts me. I am a man and loved the homo erotic sex with another man. Yet I don’t like the, it’s what I feel like, all fun, no responsibility aspect of gay life. I think as a man, men are born to make sacrifices, provide and protect. I’m so lost. No one, absolutely no one will believe what I’m going through, my sexual preference are changing and being know to be a super slut with men they will judge me hard. But it is what it is.