A Woman's Place

I married a man twice my age. He taught me many things, not the least about sex. I grew up in a very conservative household. Before leaving home sex was never a discussion. I learned, or was told, about sex from my college roommate. Then at twenty I married a man because he wanted sex with me. I held out until he married me.

After our marriage he insisted in teaching me. He had me watch porn, read porn. Practice what I saw. My ex roommate told me that was not sex. Not lovemaking. A man should take you, not treat you like a sex doll.

I learned how to behave like a porn girl. Mostly submission in different positions. It didn't bother me, only he had a dick, I had the vagina. My mouth was also his to use. And eventually I submitted to anal sex. It did not bother me, if he was happy, I was happy.

A few years later he left me. I felt nothing for him.

I met a man in a casual social setting. He 'made love to me', like my friend told me, he 'took me'. I had my first spontaneous orgasm. I fell in love with him. I never told him, or behaved like a porn girl. I cooked, not well, but I cooked for him. I spent my time being like my mother. She was my model. In time he married me, I responded with children.

I have lived both lives, a for sex girlfriend, and a wife. Wife sex is better.