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Gay Stories
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Gay Male / 56
I Have To Protect Them, My Wife And Kids, Regardless Of The Cost
To some this is an old story. To others it is outside their ability to understand. But to me, it is my story. I started with another boy in my school and have all my life had men in my life. I am a closeted homosexual, gay.
I went to a first line college and became a PhD in Physics and work for a large industrial organization. The way the game is played, is to have the right spouse. I married a girl in my early thirties, she was right out of college and totally inexperienced. After marriage she started a family because I was older. She had three kids and she stays home, except for volunteer work at the school or her church. She fits right in with the other executive wives. I picked a good girl. I do love her, but it is really a little sister relationship. She is unaware of my proclivity for meeting up with men. That said I am very careful, I have no intentions of ruining my family.
I have impulses, sometimes they are so strong that I can become careless. That's dangerous for both my family and my career, not to mention my social standing. I have to go and search out a suitable male, I have a proclivity for studs, men who are men when they are with another male. My hunting grounds are out of town. I have plenty of opportunities, and with the help of the internet it is much easier to set something up. Some of these were bad, some men are bad. I try to be careful, but hunting for a strong willed male leads to strong willed males.
In my fifties I have drifted quite far into the passive role. I'm a good lover but I need a man on top. I met a man quite by mistake. He's older and a pile driver and I'm overtaken by him. I believe it is the first time ever that I have become emotionally attached. He asked me to wear pink panties. It's a bit much, but he's into pink panties and a smooth ass. I'm afraid this will lead to something that is hard to cover up. So I've made the hard decision to end it now.
It's my wife and kids and my life in the light. I have to break up, or lose it all. And that's my confession.
I went to a first line college and became a PhD in Physics and work for a large industrial organization. The way the game is played, is to have the right spouse. I married a girl in my early thirties, she was right out of college and totally inexperienced. After marriage she started a family because I was older. She had three kids and she stays home, except for volunteer work at the school or her church. She fits right in with the other executive wives. I picked a good girl. I do love her, but it is really a little sister relationship. She is unaware of my proclivity for meeting up with men. That said I am very careful, I have no intentions of ruining my family.
I have impulses, sometimes they are so strong that I can become careless. That's dangerous for both my family and my career, not to mention my social standing. I have to go and search out a suitable male, I have a proclivity for studs, men who are men when they are with another male. My hunting grounds are out of town. I have plenty of opportunities, and with the help of the internet it is much easier to set something up. Some of these were bad, some men are bad. I try to be careful, but hunting for a strong willed male leads to strong willed males.
In my fifties I have drifted quite far into the passive role. I'm a good lover but I need a man on top. I met a man quite by mistake. He's older and a pile driver and I'm overtaken by him. I believe it is the first time ever that I have become emotionally attached. He asked me to wear pink panties. It's a bit much, but he's into pink panties and a smooth ass. I'm afraid this will lead to something that is hard to cover up. So I've made the hard decision to end it now.
It's my wife and kids and my life in the light. I have to break up, or lose it all. And that's my confession.
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