Lust For A BBW Lesbian At Work

I am male, 65, married. At work, I speak to another employee when we run into one another from time to time. Over time, I feel attracted to her even though she’s a lesbian (I highly suspect and she hasn’t said right out, I respect her).

Over time we have each gone out of the way to see each other. Our conversations are never deep , but pleasant. Once she was speaking to me and I had this desire to want to hug her. I didn’t but wanted to and she had that effect on me. She’s a BBW, almost an SSBBW, pretty face, nice big tits, and big ass.

I masturbate often when I think about her and her body. It’s the only relief and it would never happen.