Finally Recognizing It
I have also gotten some medication induced ED that's quite frustrating for sure.
So most of my satisfying sex has become solo stroke offs.
Lately I find myself more and more fantasizing about being orally dominated by a very verbal East Asian chap.
I crave being on my knees and dropping his trousers to reveal his tighty whities.
I want to bury my face in his crotch and savor his musky scent and nuzzle his balls. This makes him moan with pleasure and I take the next step, opening up a leg hole and taking out his smaller and mostly smooth scrotum. I'm moaning myself as I kiss, lick and suck on his delicious balls. Suck one at a time in my mouth and I love hearing him moan and say "Suck my balls good bitch!"
I'd like to lie down and have him squat over my face and teabag me, feeding me his sack and my nose is pushed into his musky, funky man crack. I'm actually getting a bit of a stiffy as I confess this.
I want him to slide forward a bit and demand I lick up and down his crack and I'm rewarded with the salty taste of sweat and the earthy taste of his man hole. He goes crazy and grunts at me to push my tongue deeper and soon he's slamming his dick down my throat and feeding me his thick white cream.
I need this so bad.


