Is It Even Possible?

I dream of being kept in my rubber bondage-bag, for the rest of my pathetic life, whatever the cost, in 'tribute' 'fees' or 'expenses' - sedated regularly to allow a good flush-out and other hygiene-related events, being reconfined before I wake, so the sense of permanence is almost unbearable...Up for anything short of emasculation , blood-letting or burning...V..... enhanced eight-inch "manhood" ought to be used and abused, by the most maddening minimal contact, and the constant presence of hungry cocks, taking turns in my mouth, endlessly, would be the absolute deal-clincher...this is a big 'ask' I realize, but somewhere out there is one or preferably more sick people, any gender, age, appearance, or ethnic background who would really enjoy such absolute power and total control...