Still Dealing With My COVID Era Behavior

Lonely days lead to alternative behavior. COVID comes to mind. Can't talk to anyone, can't see a smile. A cough drives your neighbor crazy. Buying groceries in a line six feet apart, one way isles. The breakdown of human interaction. Lonely days lead to alternative behavior.

I sucked my roommate's cock. It wasn't from gay behavior. It was as much an impulse as anything. The roles established I became the cocksucker. I 'adopted the position' as we joked about in the service, a much stronger man fucked me.

I'm 66 now, he's a bit younger. Not a high earner I shared a house with two single men in similar economic situation. And one of them the Alpha, that put me on my knees sucking his cock to completion.