I Have Never Understood How Some Lesbians Dress Us As Men

This is probably not as strange as I think it is. I am feminine lesbian but with a butch personality. I wear the pants in the relationship. My wife is also very feminine, we grew up in the South and frankly we don't go for the butch macho look. We wear our hair longer, wear makeup, use j*welry, wear feminine clothes, behave feminine. It is only in the relationship that my stronger personality comes out. I want to wear the pants, but otherwise I do not exhibit any male characteristics. BTW, that goes for work to, I am very female at work and don't try or attempt to compete with the males directly. My friend, who is also a lesbian, says that without a dick we can't get into the whole who has the bigger dick fights that the men get into.

I do not understand the women who want to dress like a man. It doesn't make sense to me. I've been around a few and I am turned off by the whole scene. When I masturbate I guarantee you I lay on my back and want to feel my dildo working me in that position. When my wife and I make love I work on top of her, but that is not how I want to feel sex when I am masturbating. When I dream I am on my back, my legs open, my vagina being worked over, being kissed and felt up (except it is a ghost that's making love to me or my heavy pillow). In my dreams a man never coalesces, it's a ghost.