First MMF

Since getting divorced, I find myself hunting (yes, that is what it feels like for me) for sex. I am 46 and I still feel like I look desirable to men.

The hunting part has forced me to have profiles on multiple dating platforms. I check them all regularly, again, because of the hunting for sex thing. I do find overlap and I do find bots. I do find real humans that I desire.

At one point I was dating (fucking) a guy named Jackson. He was late 30’s and a good guy. One day, his best friend joined us at a community event. By the end of the day, they were begging me to let them both fuck me at the same time. I resisted as hard as possible, but I eventually gave in. They double teamed me that night, fucking me until we all couldn’t go any further. The next morning it happened again. I, I guess we, all enjoyed it. This is my confession.

However, since that first experience, I have done this mmf with every man I have dated who has brought it up. I do not feel slutty doing it. I am not hurting anyone. It is all consensual. It is always on my mind that maybe it isn’t the right thing to be doing.