Content Creation

Two years ago, I joined a platform and starting making sexual content. It started with dirty talk and masturbation and has become extreme sexual content.

My husband never wanted to do anything except watch, keep me safe and get the occasional head (off camera). Lately, i have started to develop feelings for two men who create content with me. I never envisioned this happening, but it has. They both have the innate ability to combine my sexual organs with my brain and my soul. This leads to incredibly deep physical and spiritual orgasms.

One on one, these men tear down all of my walls and all of my self doubt and turn me into a wild sexual being. I believe my husband is feeling the results of this as he has trouble making me cum now. Additionally, these men and my subscribers have asked to do other content. This includes me getting gang banged by four or five men. I have watched enough porn to know how it plays out, but I fear this would ruin my husband. It is a bad dilemma for me.