Maybe Not For Long

I consider myself to be straight but here lately I have been doing things I never even dream of doing.
My wife and kids were gone for a week a few months ago and while they were gone I got horny one night and decided to get naked turn on some porn and jack myself off nice and slow and shoot a big load to relax me
I was laying in our big king sized bed porn on the big screen and stroking my big hard cock. Licking the pre cum off my fingers
Once the video was over I was watching I started looking for something else and stopped to watch two men suck each other off Both were hung fairly well and in a 69 they actually taking each other to the balls and when they came both men swallowed each others cum and I shot my load all over myself. I watched a guy with a huge cock fuck another guy up the ass and he came up his ass. I watched gay porn for hours and came so many times my dick was sore.
The next day was Saturday I was home alone all day naked watching more gay porn. I couldn’t take it any longer and had to experiment so with some Vaseline I started playing with my ass and I found several
Things around the house that fit in my ass very well by that night I was using a cucumber and a banana and watching black men butt fuck white men and I ate my cum every time I got off.
Now I am considering a hook up so a guy can fuck me and I want touch the cum out of a big thick long cock
I am straight at this point but I don’t know how long I can hold out. The urge is getting stronger day by day