I'm Looking For Acknowledgement And Him Taking Responsabity

I had a one night stand with a man from work. He's an executive and I'm obviously not. He apologized but the damage was done. It's impossible to ignore having sex. I'm not an easy lay, far from it. I have only been with one man, until last week. My previous man died in a military accident. Having a man on you, pushing his penis in you, ejaculating in you, is not a ho ho moment. It is just about the most serious thing, except dying.

I can't whistle, and go on. I expect him to take it seriously. He DID it. I'm not looking for money. I want recognition, and his unwavering support and responsibility. He has a woman now, and that's the bottom line. No amount of money can make it go away. That's a marrying event.