So Sick It's Probably Impossible

I am obsessed with meeting or even just contacting people willing and capable of keeping me in my total-enclosure rubber bondage-bag, as close to 24-7-365 as humanly (OR MORE APPROPRIATELY INHUMANLY) possible...obviously this would involve some amount of planning and effort, so I guess OCD is a plus, together with a total malignant psychopathy, which given a complete absence of negative consequences, might result in what many would regard as an alm ost endless suicide...anyone out there sick enough to make this a reality?