Can’t Help Myself

This is at least a weekly occurrence for me, I still live with my parents we have a nice big house we get along really well with our neighbors, my room is right at the top and I can spy on lots of people in the neighborhood.
The first time I seen our neighbors laying on the bed no clothes on with his iPad in one hand and his rather big dick in the other. I made sure I couldn’t be seen I was the only one home and guessed he was as well. I watched him pull his hard dick and found myself staring to rub my pussy, by now I was taking off my shorts and underwear, it was like steel being drawn by a magnet. I didn’t know how long he’d been going before I noticed but he didn’t look like he was going to end anytime soon, my hand now caressing my pussy and inserting 2-3 fingers into my dripping pussy. I just kept watching him until he finally shot his cum all over himself.
That’s when I erupted as well, I had to lay still until my orgasm subsided, I went and cleaned up before checking to see where he was but I couldn’t see him.
I knew he was home by himself for another 4 days and I was going to check to see if I was going to get another viewing.
Later that night my parents and our neighbors were having some drinks I thought I might join them, I entered the bar room said hello to everyone and I sat right next to my big dick neighbor. I was feeling very naughty thinking about what I’d seen and how it made me react, after a few drinks they were ready to leave as I got up I hugged him and said goodbye I thought I better do the same to his wife so there’s no suspicion of anything.
I went to bed started looking around spying on the neighbors, I couldn’t believe he was making love to her I felt jealous I just kept watching removing my clothes again and you know what happened next, my hand and fingers never stopped until he finally finished her.
When I woke up I couldn’t help but look to see if he was there and sure enough he had that beautiful big dick in his hand again, by now I wanted that dick in me I was trying to work out how I get him to do to me what he’d done to his wife last night. I was too late I seen him cumming all over himself again I finished myself off got cleaned up and went over to say hello to him.
My heart was racing as i approached the door not knowing what might happen, I knocked and the door he opened it he was wearing some shorts that was definitely showing what he had, he said hello do you want to come in of course I said yes. He said I have to go and do some shopping then asked if I would like to go? I went with him just to near him but I wanted to somehow get him to want me. Silly I know this 50 something year old man has something I’m craving but how do I get it.
We got home we talked for ages then his wife arrived we talked for awhile then my parents came home so I said my goodbyes. Next morning I was up early to see if I would get another show and he didn’t disappoint I watched him every day until he went back to work and I knew in another week it would hopefully happen again.
I haven’t worked out how to get him to make love to me like he does his wife but I’m not going to give up I want his big dick in me.