Back In The Day.

I grew up straight married with a family but as a young boy it was much different. My friends and I started fooling around in grade school. A lot of nudity stroking and rubbing on each other jacking off both self and mutual.
Then it all changed once we started to suck each other and get a taste of each others young sweet cum. We all sucked a lot of dick back then and group sucking was just normal for us. We all liked watching other boys suck a dick and in the 7th grade I let one of them talk me into letting him fuck me and three other boys watched. After they watched him fuck my ass and cum inside of me they just had to try it and that’s how I became all the guys fuck toy.
None of them wanted to try getting fucked but they damn sure liked fucking me. I liked it too so it didn’t matter to me how many of them fucked me or how long they fucked Mr and I liked taking all the different sizes of dicks one after the other.
One would fuck me and cum in me then as soon as he took his dick out of my ass another one would put his dick in me and they all fucked me and came inside of me and I’m ever told them to stop and I never said no.
Now after all these years I find myself wanting to get fucked again and I have bought a few dildos and have them hidden in the house where the wife can’t find them. I am considering going on a couple of dating sites to try and find a nice clean cut man with a big cock to fuck me. I am looking for a man to
Be friends with and hang around with and in public no one suspect us of having sex with each other. If I do this I am
Going to look only for men with really big cocks that are friendly clean cut and discrete. I am anxious to be in a very private location naked with other men and feel a big hard cock in my ass. I dream about being fucked very hard and deep and having big thick loads of cum shit up my asshole. I don’t think I would have any objections to having 2 or more men at the same time if it happened. I imagine myself being the only bottom at a party with 10 or 12 men and they all taking turns on me for hours. My cock Is dripping right now with this 8” rubber cock up my ass and me writing all this hot kinky stuff thinking about a man’s big cock up my ass.