I Love Sex It's Amazing

A lot went on with my life, abandonment, poverty, loneliness, too tall, I didn't bud out until later, didn't find my real body until halfway through college. I never had a date, I worked from thirteen on babysitting, then food service. I got a job with benefits after college. An older man paid attention to me, his sexual approach overwhelmed me, intercourse awakened me. For the first time alive, sexually. I gave myself to him, whether in bed or otherwise.

I love sex. Intercourse is living. Whether it's penetration or finishing, that my body drives that in him. I can't describe what it feels like when I'm 'one' with him. I hate that my teen and early adult years missed out in it. I would have loved experiencing intercourse when I was so lonely.

I talk with him, he describes how he feels when he 'has' to penetrate me, it drives me crazy listening. I hope sharing this encourages other girls, women, to find a man to engage in intercourse.