Trying My Wings While I'm Single

I admit that I was pretty scared of sex. Specifically being intimate, a man looking at me, letting him do 'that' to me. It was only later that I became intimate, not with a man, a woman. She is my boss, I was a new hire. She declared herself to me, that she was a lesbian and that she felt like we could like each other.

I sat there, listened, looked at her, and said I would like that. The whole girl thing really charged me, and actually engaging with her. It was dark, in her bedroom, she was agreeable to walk me through the paces. I did reach orgasm.

But, she was my boss and I got cold feet. One Friday, after I had put a stop of it, she asked me to go with her to nude dance club. All the girls get naked, lots of ass and titties, you can kiss anyone, or just lay back on a couch and let women service you. I went, to see it, I didn't really believe her. But all the girls got naked, including us, we opted to shower before dancing. So many women, so many bare bottoms, some totally waxed and shaven, some never shaved anything. Young like me, older like my boss. She treated me, the club is expensive.

I saw girls in orgasm, maybe already grammas licking girls. All naked, no name, no j*welry, anonymous or with pet names. My head was spinning, being eaten by my boss in a public setting.

I had to decide, be my boss' plaything, or walk away from her. She can afford what I never dreamed of. I decided that being her employee exposed me, I assumed she was immune because of her position.

At my apartment I net a guy in my building who offered to help me with my groceries. I thought about it before inviting him to stay and I would fix dinner. I told him I had only been with a woman, so if he tried anything he needed to go easy. Sex was different, a lot more sexually possessive, but he went easy on me, even asked permission for penetration.

I'm dating him now, I've thought several times telling him of the club my boss took me. But I think he will think I'm crazy,