Sex Ed Class And Real Life Sex Ed Afterwards

We had a sex ed class in the 8th grade. I attended a small religious based all girls school. In those days the closest we had come to sex ed was when we got our periods. The old you are woman now, so keep your legs crossed. The teacher charged with giving us the lesson relied on a movie. Becoming a Woman, a Lesson plan for young women.

But the movie didn't work in the projector. The principle called my father, because we owned a movie theatre, and he sent my cousin who was a projectionist to fix it. And he had to nurse the movie in the old projector, while we the girls sat there with lessons on how to put a condom on, how to wash and prepare our genitals for our husbands, to remember that a husband well treated, was more willing to treat us in bed later. We had pictures, cartoon drawings, or erect penises and open vulvas, and arrows indicating the hole that the penis went into. In those days the clitoris was ignored in sex ed.

After that lesson my cousin was visiting our house and I asked him if he was embarrassed. He wasn't, he showed me his penis. I held his penis, very erect and majestic. I learned how to hold my hair back as I put his penis in my mouth, so he was well treated. I lay back with my legs open, long before I ever did that with a doctor. He poked my genitals showing me where my vagina was, as if I didn't know. But he pushed his finger in up to his knuckle. He moved his finger around until I was nice and juicy before he stuck his penis in. There was no stopping, or coitus interruptus, there was only my cousin fucking me like I deserved it. When he did pull it out and lift himself off me, I was no longer a virgin, far from it.

I got my tits squeezed, my tits sucked, my ass spanked, my butthole poked with his finger. I found out that I could be fucked like a dog, on my hands and knees and he could get it all in that way. I saw my aroused genitals with a hand mirror, and felt his tongue licking me. Of the things he did with me, the one that I pulled away from was when he spanked me. But I loved it, every swat of it. I love being spanked, it's the first step to arousal.

He fucked me, because that's the word for it. He fucked me. And I loved it. I was the first girl in my school to drop out because I was pregnant, but not the last. That old movie on a reel, given to my father and kept in a closet, is still there. From the moment I saw a cartoon drawing of an erection I wanted it.