Mom Wanted A Daughter But Got Me Instead

My parents separated when I was two. I have no memory of my father. The divorce was final when I was four and my father surrendered his parental rights when I was five under the mistaken belief that would end his child support obligation. It did not and Mom and I were financially comfortable and she didn't have to work.

Mom had always encouraged me to have long hair so by the time I was five it was down to my waist. I didn't think much of it other than I knew I was the only boy I knew with hair that long. Then Mom sat me down and told me that she wanted me to be a girl so she was going to change me into one. Well I already had the hair and to my five year old self that was the biggest difference between a boy and a girl. I was a bit upset but then Mom took me shopping for girl's clothing and threw away all my boy clothes. She altered my birth certificate and registered me for kindergarten as a girl.

When I was nine years old Mom started to give me "vitamins" that she said would help me to be the girl she wanted me to be. I already knew a lot of kids took vitamins and I had also but these were "special Vitamins." I didn't think much about it and just took the vitamins.

When I was ten years old my nipples started to be sore and swelled a little.

When I was eleven I had small pointy breasts

When I was twelve I had B-Cup breasts, bigger than any other girl I knew in the sixth grade but I didn't think much about it as Mom also had huge breasts. I should also at this point say that Mom's aunt was a doctor our family doctor and the only doctor I ever had. She was married to a woman who used to be a man.

Then the horror began.

First, the summer I was 12, a week after I completed the sixty grade Mom died in a car accident. I was devastated. After the funeral, Mom's Aunt took me in and registered me for school at the local jr. high and high school for the fall semester. It was a combined school for grade seven to twelve. Her town didn't have middle schools. It just had two small elementary schools k-6 and the jr high and high school.

Mom and her aunt both went to the same all girl's Catholic high school and that was their only high school reference point. Neither was aware that public high schools have communal showers for students.

First day of seventh grade my grand aunt dropped me off at the high school. I was dressed in a flowering sun dress my knee length blond pigtails trailing behind. It was warm hence the sun dress. Despite being only 12 and relatively slender my B cup breasts really got the attention of all the seventh grade boys. First, second and third periods went fine, all the usual first day of school activities including my orientation which took an hour. Then fourth period was physical education. I was completely unaware as was my aunt that I would be required to strip naked in front of the other girls. Also, having been raised in a profoundly sheltered way, I was completely unaware that I as different from the other girls. The phys ed teacher, a woman in her thirties explained how gym class worked. We would change into our gym clothes including shorts, T-shirt and gym clothes and after gym class we were all required to take a shower and would be graded accordingly. I was extremely nervous but decided that since all the other girls would be naked I wouldn't be alone. I would not be showing off anything anyone else didn't have.

At the end of gym class the entire locker room went dead silent as I pulled my panties off my ankles. Then I heard gasps and whispers and someone ran to get the gym teacher. Then I realized why everyone acted this way. What I saw was all the other girls were missing something I had. None of them had a clit like mine. Mom had started calling it a clit when I was five. She referred to my balls as ovaries. Of course they were not but I had no way of knowing. The gym teacher took one look at me, ordered me to get dressed and skip the shower and led me out of the locker room and to the front office as all the students ridiculed and berated me.

I had absolutely no idea I was different. I had never seen a naked girl or boy before except my own self in the mirror. I had no interest in porn. I had no interest in anything sexual to be honest. My aunt was called to come get me. We had a special meeting. It seems that the school did not even have a policy regarding trans students and did in fact not recognize their existence. It was decided that I would be required to take gym with the boys, shower with the boys and my registration was changed to male.

The next six years were pure hell as my breasts continued to grow my genitals did not. In fact they were significantly smaller than when I was nine.

Even after my aunt had my penis and testicles removed and was given a "vagina" the school kept me registered as a boy.