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Straight Male / 52
In My Life, The Woman In My Life Is My Cousin, And Her Woman Lover
I have a first cousin, we were born the same day and grew up together. By the time we were into our teens it was obvious that she had lesbian leanings. She talked to me, she asked me several time what was wrong with her because she was always wanting to be a with a girl. By wanting, she explained, that she kiss her. I can't say that at that age one is wise, but in the moment, I said something like 'if that is what you like'.
I was her protector. I took her out and if the circumstances were right she and one of her girl crushes got together. Most of those girls were not lesbians, but once in a while there was kissing and fondling in the back of the car as I drove them.
She was a freshman at a very girly school and I was in the ROTC at a very manly school. She came home over the summer break and a girl was with her. They were sharing her room. She told me that it was her mother's idea. Well, the plate was served, and they got together. Until one night her mother barged in on them and all hell broke loose. Refusal to believe, blaming the other girl, total denial. She wasn't allowed to go back to that school, as if the school was at fault. She was sent to a smaller school where there was more supervision.
While she was there she became lovers with this girl. I didn't meet her until much later, but I was told all about her. The part being, is that my time was consumed by my cousin, and her feelings, and that she kissed with another girl. In ROTC there are mostly males, and I didn't date males. And the summer after she graduated, and I had accepted my commission, I fucked both my cousin and he girlfriend. To impose order. I was the officer, and they were to remain subordinates.
So for a lifetime my primary lover has been my cousin. Her close friend and lover has had to accept the natural order of things, and submit to her superior. At first it was a fight on principle, but once submitted it became her natural order. I'm retired now from the military, and own a small business to keep me busy. I've fucked both my cousin and her lover across the front desk of the business, after hours. A suitable place to impose order.
On the personal front, I have never once desired a woman like I desire my cousin. It's beyond desire. And since she has this woman that lives with her, then by extension I bring order into her life too.
I was her protector. I took her out and if the circumstances were right she and one of her girl crushes got together. Most of those girls were not lesbians, but once in a while there was kissing and fondling in the back of the car as I drove them.
She was a freshman at a very girly school and I was in the ROTC at a very manly school. She came home over the summer break and a girl was with her. They were sharing her room. She told me that it was her mother's idea. Well, the plate was served, and they got together. Until one night her mother barged in on them and all hell broke loose. Refusal to believe, blaming the other girl, total denial. She wasn't allowed to go back to that school, as if the school was at fault. She was sent to a smaller school where there was more supervision.
While she was there she became lovers with this girl. I didn't meet her until much later, but I was told all about her. The part being, is that my time was consumed by my cousin, and her feelings, and that she kissed with another girl. In ROTC there are mostly males, and I didn't date males. And the summer after she graduated, and I had accepted my commission, I fucked both my cousin and he girlfriend. To impose order. I was the officer, and they were to remain subordinates.
So for a lifetime my primary lover has been my cousin. Her close friend and lover has had to accept the natural order of things, and submit to her superior. At first it was a fight on principle, but once submitted it became her natural order. I'm retired now from the military, and own a small business to keep me busy. I've fucked both my cousin and her lover across the front desk of the business, after hours. A suitable place to impose order.
On the personal front, I have never once desired a woman like I desire my cousin. It's beyond desire. And since she has this woman that lives with her, then by extension I bring order into her life too.
