I Fucked Up

My mom drinks too much and too often. Dad left 5 years ago when I was ten and mom went down hill from there, drinking and eating to much. I’m shamed to say that last week I could hear my mom puking in the bathroom from drinking too much. I came out to see if she was okay and saw she was head in the toilet sick and nude. She asked me to hold her hair while she puked. I had never seen my mom naked and to see her bent over and her pussy and huge naked tits made me hard. I helped her wiping puke off her face and tits with soap and water and then helped her to bed. Even thou she is fat I was really horny looking at her naked body and when she seemed out I used the light of my cellphone to explore her pussy up close. Her pussy is my first and only to see and touch and smell. She was out. I touched her big tits and sucked her nipples and she didn’t even wake up so I figured that maybe I could put my cock in her. I moved her legs wide apart and push my self in to her but wasn’t having much luck. Mom then looked up at me and said baby put it in me. She took my cock in her hand and put me in her. I shot my cum in her super fast. It felt so fucking great. She told me not to pull out to stay in her and I stayed hard and pumped until I came again. I fell asleep beside her and in the morning sneaking out to my room. She told me that what I did was wrong that she forgives me but I can’t tell anyone. It was awesome. I really hope she lets me do it again again and again lots more.