I Wanted To Be Hard For A Lady But A Man Wanted Me Soft

There is a girl I grew up with, always chubby. I never wanted to be like that and I starved myself. Later on, I became a sport nut, always into any sport around. I made the track team, and the softball team. I was fast and had good eye hand reflexes. But the chubby one behind home plate turned me on. She was so solid, worked out, all muscle, and out of uniform she had a walk that made me want to get down on the ground for her. All day, all night, all I thought about was her. I tried to make it go away, dated a guy. I came so close to letting him get me, so far he had my panties off. Then I said STOP.

I asked my crush to help me get strong, to have more upper body strength, to get hard like her. The first thing she did was strip me down so she could 'look at me' and makes sure she wanted to continue. Her dream girl was all body work, no fat. She measured my fat by pressing my mound with her hand. Of course followed by a hard ass eating out till I passed out. I did what she said, I worked out and got pretty buff. So much so that I started a workout to get into bodybuilder shape. I'm too long and didn't work out when I was young, but she got me to build out my thighs and arms and get six pack abbs. She ate me, couldn't keep her mouth off me. And I wanted more. The relationship, that's what we called it, 'the relationship' was all pussy, tits and ass. I 'serviced' her pussy, she ate me out, sort of thing.

After college I went to work at a company that had a gym membership program, to work out. I hit the gym in the morning and worked out two hours after work. I met a girl there, who also was a gym rat, except she was into hot yoga and CrossFit workouts. She bared her soul to me, she pushed her tiny thong away and said 'eat bitch' and I did. Until she slipped and fell and I ate her until she gave up the ghost and had 'the big O'. 'You fucking bitch', but I became her go to bitch for anything sex.

I was in spin class, with my ass in the air off the bike, pumping hard when this man grabbed my crotch. I fell off the bike and he put his foot on my crotch to hold me down. I said fucking asshole and other nasty things to him, but only in my mind. He fucked the shit out of me, made me suck his dick. As punishment for not 'adopting the position' when he told me, he tied me to the bed and left me there overnight. How many times I kept asking myself, how many times is he going to fuck me? But I lost count, and he still fucked me, until I started to go orgasmic when he did.

From high school until well into my thirties I was sub bitch to hard ass women and that man. He got me off of all supplements, and softened me up. He wanted a hand full of tit or ass or my pussy mound to feel good in his hand. I stopped going to gym to workout, I ran instead to stay in shape. When I was to his build and soft to his touch, he laid me back down to knock me up. We live in San Bernadino county, near LA. I have two of his offspring and work as a PT at a local gym. I always ask the women, how hard they want to get, and remind them, men want a soft pussy, soft ass and soft tits to play with. So are you sure?