My Dirty Little Secret From My Father And Husband

My family history is Turkish, from the Bosporus. My father is a clock maker and when he emigrated to the US he thought his clockmaking skills would give him a good life. But batteries took over. He had to learn a new skill. For a time he was a bellboy at a hotel, then he met my mother, also from Turkey. They courted and shortly thereafter married and had six kids. All girls.

Now, let me tell you, being a daughter of a Turkish man makes life difficult. You have no idea what 'virgin' means until you are from the middle east. My first 'sex' was a boy that held my hand, I had to remain virgin. I met a man, my age, in college but he was rejected, period. Not the right man for you. My father worked for his wife's family business, which is owning several rental properties. My father is the boss now. Women aren't allowed to be the boss.

One afternoon I went to a vacant property to take inventory, and to make a list of how it needed to be cleaned. I was alone and I lay down on the carpet with my legs apart and my bush exposed, feeling the breeze from the back door open. I was in a dream state, and I woke up to a man standing over me. He was the exterminator and no one told me he was coming. He put his boot on my chest so I couldn't stand up. I tried to over myself but he told me show him, he wanted to enjoy my naked bush.

With his boot on my chest he told me to open my legs in an X. To pull my legs up and let them fall open for sex. While he unzipped his pants and he warmed me not to move as he took his boot off my chest. I watched as he took off his boots and his pants. And came around to stand between my legs. I was frozen stiff. I waited for him to kneel then fall forward with his hands on either side of my head. He lowered himself and poked his erection around in my bush, and then struck like snake. One hard push and he was all in. I cried out 'mother protect me', but she wasn't there.

After he got back up on his knees he had me lay with my legs open so he could admire his work.

I never said a word to anyone. Not a word. When I was given away in marriage it was on the basis of being a virgin. That's the only way you can be sold to the right man. A man from Turkey of course, fifteen years older, who worked for a shipping company. He took me for sex, and soon I was with child, a good little wife. He doesn't know that when he has sex with me, the man I dream off is the exterminator that had me first.