It Never Gets Easier.

Ever since I was young, around 11yo, I was addicted to pornography and masturbation. It got so troublesome that I started to try different forms of giving myself pleasure, like crossdressing while jacking off around two years after I started masturbating, sticking brushes inside my ass around two years later, and even fondling my nipples around 16 or 17, at that exact order. It was around two years later that I got the urge to try sucking dicks (never did though, I never got the chance), and I still have that urge.

There were moments I tried to quit, I tried to leave that urge to masturbate behind, but always came back stronger. It's the same right now, I don't masturbate since January 1st, but this time is different.

I'm getting really sensitive down there. REALLY sensitive, even a single touch almost make me cum. I never had that sensibility before. Yesterday, I kinda relapsed. Fondled my nipples and got really horny, but then I noticed that only by fondling them, I almost came, ALMOST. The feeling was really strong, I never felt it that way before. This is bothering me lately.

I think it's just a matter of time for me to relapse again and masturbate, but I hope I can keep going until then. People say that quitting gets easier, but it doesn't. It won't get easier for me.

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# 76726 - by Tauk / February 9, 2025

by Anonymous on Feb 12, 2025 at 7:07 AM

When I was a young g boy the first summer I was old enough to be home alone all day I go to have a lot of fun and pleasure myself in many ways.
I always liked sticking things up my ass and I had a couple of hair brushes that the handles felt great in my ass and both were small on the end but thick in the middle then small up near the bristles of the brush. They would stay in my add while I walked around the house naked jacking myself off. I used Vaseline and baby oil to insert them in my ass real easy. I lined to bend over in front of a mirror to see them stuck up my ass. My mom had a hand held mirror that I used to hold between my legs to watch as I fucked myself with anything I could find to put up my ass.
One day I tried a unpeeled banana. It was much bigger than anything I had ever had in my ass before but with the help of a bunch of baby oil I managed to get it up my ass and I went very slow and was shocked when I had all of it up my ass. I came like never before and if felt so good I licked up every drop of my cum and kept that banana up my ass for a very long time and I jacked off on my back with my legs up and the head of my young hard dick just a couple of inches from my mouth and I shot my load right in my mouth and swallowed every drop.
By the end of that summer I was able to get the head of my dick in my mouth and I sucked myself off multiple times a day shooting my young warm cum in my mouth with something stuck up my ass.
One day I got this wild idea to dress up in my mom’s sexiest clothes and I even put on her wigs. I had her silk panties and hose on a bra stuffed with tags to lol like tits and a sexy red dress and high heels on. I liked in the mirror and I really looked great I had my hand doe in the panties rubbing my dick thinking about fucking myself with something.
I found two cucumbers in the kitchen and they both liked way too big to get in my ass but there were no bananas so I decided to try one of them. It took me forever to get it in my ass because it was very fat. Once I got it up my ass I started to cum in a steady stream and slowly push it up my ass deeper and deeper. I took almost all of it and it felt like it was up in my stomach and I kept going until I took all of it. I walked around with it up my ass dressed in my moms sexy dress and high heels my big fake tits and wig. I couldn’t stop myself and shot a huge load in my mom’s silk panties. All that warm cum in the silk panties all over my dick felt so good I rubbed my dick with the cum filled panties until I came again laying on my back in the floor with my knees up and wide apart as I watched myself in a mirror until I came in the panties again.
I was getting undressed and had the panties off and I was just standing in front of the mirror on the wall in my parents bedroom still fully dressed with the wig on and I had the panties laying on my parents bed and I opened them up and bent forward and licked all my cum out of the panties.
Thought would never get that cucumber out of my ass it was up inside of me and I had to keep pushing until it came out of my ass and I pushed it on a towel and just looked at it amazed that all of it had been up inside of me.
I got pretty creative that summer and figured out how to use the bathroom plunger stuck to different things around the house with different objects taped to the handle to fuck myself I could back up to it and get what ever I had taped to the handle in my ass then fuck myself on my hands and knees for a very long time.
I could make myself cum hands free after fucking myself for a long time. By the end of that summer I was taking very long objects up my ass and I was amazed at how I could take some very thick objects up my add also.
Early in high school a friend of mine was staying the night at our house and in the middle of the night I felt him get up close behind me and he was jumping his dick on my ass. I never stopped him and acted like I was asleep and he actually got my underwear down below my ass and his too and his big bare cock was rubbing on my ass and I wanted it in my ass really bad.
I took it as long as I could then acted like I woke up and he backed off really fast. I asked what he was doing and he said he didn’t really know it just felt good. I told him I liked it Tom and asked him to keep doing it. Once he started doing it again I moved my ass around u til his dick was touching my asdhole and he was really excited breathing hard and I reached back and held his dick in my hand and he really liked that. I too a chance and touched his dick to my asdhole and neither of us spoke as his dick went in my ass then he pushed until it was all the way up my ass. Both of us had to be quiet and that was very hard to do but we managed to fuck and he came in my ass twice before he went limp and his dick slipped out of my asdhole and I felt his cum trickle out of my hole.
We cleaned up one at a time in the bathroom and talked quietly in bed and I told him my parents would both be at work all day the next day and if he wanted to we could do it all day long
As soon as my parents were both gone he was on top of me in my bed as I laid face down with my legs spread letting him fuck me like a whore. We tried to see how many times we could fuck that day in different positions and in every room in our house.
I shared my secrets with him that day and told him just about everything I did in private and he just had to watch me stick something up my ass so he got to watch a banana disappear up my ass and he got so excited that I sucked his fuck for the very first time with that banana up my ass. He sucked my dick that day and we had naked bare ass sex all day long and did some pretty wild shit together and for several years he and I had wild crazy hot kinky sex together
I still think back to those days and most of the time I will end up naked with something stuck up my ass jacking off and shooting my load in my mouth.
Sometimes I wish I had a friend with a very large dick to fuck me once or twice a week. I would love to get my ass fucked by a very big dick naked outdoors. I really get off watching gay outdoor porn watching a naked guy on his knees out in the woods sucking off a big hard cock swallowing the cum then getting butt fucked in the woods with cum dripping off his nuts. It’s my ultimate fantasy wish I knew a hung guy to do it with me

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by Anonymous on Feb 9, 2025 at 8:21 PM

Why would you quit? It's normal.

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by Anonymous on Feb 9, 2025 at 10:33 PM

Learn to selfsuck. It's the only thing that cured my addiction. I don't have to masturbate anymore.

by Anonymous on Feb 10, 2025 at 5:28 AM

It's totally normal kiddo. Even priests and nuns masterbate.

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