I Finally Reached That Point...

Ever since I was young, I had my addiction to masturbation and porn, but in one specific day, I found myself sticking things up my ass. I made that confession long ago. It was really painful at the time, but I got used to it (sticking things inside me, I mean). And then, maybe years later, I had an urge to masturbate my ass, and I did it. I like to masturbate my own ass, sticking things like brushes and pens inside me . There were moments I ONLY used my ass to give myself pleasure and then searched for ways to give me pleasure, but then I realised: I never had an orgasm while sticking things inside me.
Even though I tried more than once to reach the climax, something would stop me at the very end. It happened more than once, and it didn't matter how hard I'd push it, no matter how fast I'd push it, it never seemed to reach that point inside of me to make me cum only by anal masturbation (maybe I should buy a dildo, and I want to! But I can't, because I don't have enough privacy). Even though I wasn't able to orgasm with my ass, the feeling of "fucking" myself is something I can never get enough of. I love it. I love that feeling. I haven't done it in a while, like months, but then I gave in to my urges. And that changed.
Around three days ago, at midnight, I decided to do it. I got my usual brushes (yeah, I wash them everytime before and after I do the act) and laid in my bed. Started fondling my nipples and I was already horny. I love fondling my nipples. And then that moment came.
I put the first brush inside of me, as far as it could. I was moaning, hard, doing all the things I like to do while masturbating my ass, forcing my face against the pillow, moving my hips and butt up and down, left and righ, riding that brush, it's a feeling I love the most. And when I do it, I take my time, I have fun, I do it silently, little by little, until I get to the climax where I usually stroke my dick until I empty my balls. But this time was different, I forced myself to go all the way until I came only by my ass. I think I've found the exact point. Then I started to stroke it inside my ass faster and faster, as fast as I could, and I was moaning so much, trying to reduce my voice. That feeling was driving me crazy! Sometimes, the feeling was coming, but something was missing and I still don't know what. But then, after a lot of time, where I found a better position, I felt it coming.

I came. Only by masturbating my ass. I came. For the first time. It was a small amount of everything I had filled up, but it was cum. I saw it.

The satisfaction I fel at the moment was something out of this world. I was sweating, breathing heavily, seeing my thing over me. It was one of the best masturbations I've ever had. I will do that again someday.