I Don't See Women Who Cater To Men As Bad, I'm One Of Them

During my last year of college my father was out with his poker buddies, he had too much to drink, ran a stop sign and killed a woman and her daughter. He was given 15 years, plus 5 years group home confinement, and restitution to the family. The insurance responded, but not completely, and we lost our home and his earnings. We had to move into an apartment and I had to give up college. My younger sister was not college age and her dreams were shattered.

I got a job as a clerk in a company and one Friday night celebrating a birthday of a coworker I got fucked in the men's bathroom. Pretty much what you imagine, pushed into the bathroom by a guy who wanted a 'piece of ass' and I was handy. When I got back to the party he had already bragged to his buddies that he had gotten my ass in the bathroom. The word had spread so all the women knew about it. Only one woman asked me how I was doing, and she dismissed it telling me I got fucked, what of it?

Since he had put hands of me the office saw me as his, by both the men and the women. The next time he came for me I surrendered and lay back and let him do everything. He slapped my thigh when he got off and told me he wanted me to participate, so suck his cock for him. After that I had to participate, suck him before fucking, and suck him after fucking. And make it count.

After months of this I did what I was told and went where he took me. I was warned by the other women if he was eyeing some other woman and one woman told me to bite his cock and teach him who owned his cock. That didn't work at all and all I got out of it was an ass fucking. Well, I was told by that woman, you're lucky most women never get an ass fucking.

Well it's been more than just a few years now and I managed to finish my degree and have a professional level position, same company. He's older and he has been top salesman two years in a row and has earned big commissions. I am still his office honey, and I still suck his cock before and after sex, and I do other menial housekeeping. I don't ask and he doesn't tell me if he is having sex with some woman when he is in Milwaukee or Cincinnati. My legs are open, and that's how he wants it.

I know 'my place' and don't argue. I know a lot of women who don't get 'any'. I started this to say that of all the times I've been fucked the best was in the men's bathroom, maybe because it was my first and most likely because he was so aggressive. He flipped the switch on me and I can't flip it backward.