Straight Female / 37
I Just Want Him
I’m a thirty seven year old who’s due to get married this summer. My fiancé and I met four years ago and have been engaged for two.
My best friend Grace and I have known each other since childhood but lately haven’t spent so much time together. We are both busy but partly it’s me because whilst I love spending time with her I’m more reluctant to spend time as couples like we used to.
That’s because three years ago I had an affair with her husband. It lasted six months before we broke it off, wrecked with guilt.
It started one night at a mutual friend’s party, which because my fiancé was away for work I was going with the two of them. When I got to their place my friend was ill but told her husband and I to go and have a good time. We had some drinks, danced a little and talked. Looks got longer and by the time we were in the cab home we were kissing. For six months I loved being with him, was miserable when I didn’t see him and then horrified every time I thought of what we were doing to my friend.
Friday I turned up to collect her for a girls spa day and he was there. We hadn’t seen each other for weeks and as we hugged it all just came flooding back. I spent the day laying back thinking about how good it felt to be in his arms and how my fiancé just doesn’t compare.
I want my friends husband. I know it’s wrong and can’t happen but this weekend I’ve decided to call the wedding off. I can’t stand there when the man of my dreams is right behind me watching…
My best friend Grace and I have known each other since childhood but lately haven’t spent so much time together. We are both busy but partly it’s me because whilst I love spending time with her I’m more reluctant to spend time as couples like we used to.
That’s because three years ago I had an affair with her husband. It lasted six months before we broke it off, wrecked with guilt.
It started one night at a mutual friend’s party, which because my fiancé was away for work I was going with the two of them. When I got to their place my friend was ill but told her husband and I to go and have a good time. We had some drinks, danced a little and talked. Looks got longer and by the time we were in the cab home we were kissing. For six months I loved being with him, was miserable when I didn’t see him and then horrified every time I thought of what we were doing to my friend.
Friday I turned up to collect her for a girls spa day and he was there. We hadn’t seen each other for weeks and as we hugged it all just came flooding back. I spent the day laying back thinking about how good it felt to be in his arms and how my fiancé just doesn’t compare.
I want my friends husband. I know it’s wrong and can’t happen but this weekend I’ve decided to call the wedding off. I can’t stand there when the man of my dreams is right behind me watching…
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