I Stayed With My Cheating Wife But Now I Hate Her

Five-month affair with a random dude she met at Applebee's. She definitely traded down. I'm muscular and well-endowed, he was pudgy and apparently had a small dick. (I red the texts where he apologized for it and she said she preferred small dicks, as they are easier to suck). I guess his size didn't matter too much because most of their dates involved her blowing him in his truck. Then, they'd make out and say I love you. Hundreds of text messages each day, basically the same thing in digital form when she couldn't get away to blow him.

I found his address by tracking her location. When I turned up at his house one Friday night, he cowered in fear. I told him it had taken enormous willpower for me to let him live until morning, and that if he ever contacted my wife again, he wouldn't be so lucky on my next visit.

Her first response? Why did I have to threaten him and end their relationship?! She was "in love" with him. It seemed she cared more about his feelings than about our marriage.

I told her it was her choice: wake up our kids right now and tell them mommy's a whore, about to leave to be with her new boyfriend, or stay and learn to be a proper wife, so we can save our marriage.

On the surface things have gotten a lot better. She always asks about my needs. She does what I tell her to do. She blows me and swallows my load every day, just like she did for him. We go on romantic dates and have fun together. She cleans and cooks and takes proper care of our kids. (She used to leave our kids in front of the TV when she went to blow him in the afternoon.)

Inside, I hate her. It's funny, when I discovered her affair I loved her intensely and wanted her back. Now that she's mine again, I just hate her. I have to think of other women so I can cum when fucking her.

A wife who cheats is damaged goods. There's nothing to save. On Monday I am seeing a divorce lawyer. It's going to be really simple: she leaves and I keep the house and raise the kids. If she tries to get custody I will remind the judge that a cheater is an unfit parent. I'll also tell him about her sexual exploits in her affair partner's truck. I'm pretty sure a judge won't want someone who does that to be around kids.