Solo Golden Showers

so i've been especially built up and horby lately. much more needy and depraved then usual. last week i decided to try pissing on my own face for the first time. (in the bathtub, legs completely over my head). now i can't go a day without doing it. i see how much liquid i can chug before my showers pee as little as possible through out the day to make sure i'm getting a good amount to cover myself with. it's humiliating and i feel so much shame when it's over but i can never seem to stop myself