I'm So In Love I Can't Stand Not Being With Him At Night

I went out with a guy I met when I was out with friends. He became aggressive back at my apartment demanding sex. I broke his grip on my wrist and locked myself in my bathroom. He became enraged screaming at me, demanding sex and anal. My neighbor heard the outrage and came over with a baseball bat to see what was going on. The guy left.

In my life I am very close to a man at work and I called him to come get me, I was scared that the guy would return. My neighbor stayed with me until my boss came for me.

I am still living with my boss. No records or signs of that guy, the cops believe he used an alias. I sleep with his wife, I can't sleep alone. He kisses me in the morning, and kisses me goodnight. He holds me and rocks me, calls me his new baby. He drives me to work and back home. He had a woman pack and empty my apartment and I returned it to the complex. He offered to rent a place in his name but I don't want to move out from living with him.

I have Daddy issues, always have.

I take my pillow to sleep with him on weekend mornings. His wife told me to be careful, and told him to keep his dick in his pants. I know I'm asking for trouble, but I don't care. I want to be with him, all night long, every night.