Not The Same

I’m on the PTA stay at home wife and mom of 2. I drive a large SUV drop the kids off at school and head to the gym. I stay in good shape I’m short 5 foot 1 116 lbs and have never done any of this. My husband works hard and provides for us and is there financially. He puts his work then kids then me. I’m not blaming by any means on what I do. What i started doing is 2 guys that are friends from the gym. It started with one guy no names im nervous. Big muscle on top of muscle tall dark gorgeous body. Has that chiseled look but dark. He is a black guy introduced himself to me after a few days of smiles back and forth. I was polite and nice but the confidence he had overcame me and we chatted daily. I always dressed the same never did anything different always complemented me. One day after our work out he walked me to my car and got into the passenger seat and told me to slide over to him. I was so excited and the way he took charge and had me tingling where i should not be. He kissed me I let it happen I take full responsibility on what id did. When his shorts came off I panicked and I froze. He laughed and took my hand and had me jerk him off a bit before he pushed my head down. The way he took charge made me so hot I melted in his hands. I did everything he told me to do. I jerked him sucked him then finally stripped down and he told me to leave my panties on. I was in the front seat in only my panties. He got out and went to the back seat he told me to do the same. I went to hop into the back seat and he told me to go out the door. I did as I was told I was in my socks shoes and a g string. I didn’t cover up and am not sure of anyone saw me. I climbed in the back and was fucked by the largest cock I had every seen. I now know that it’s a solid 10 inches which made me make sounds and curse. It was a painful but pleasant fuck. I felt like it was my actual first time. He hit spots that had never been hit. I found a whole new love for dogie style. I did not know I was a squirter. Eventually over the course of a few weeks I was suede tit he size and the pleasure. I soon took it up the rear that was harder to take but soon enough I did. I got to see videos of myself as he fucked me. I look like a rag doll rough as you can imagine me tiny taking massive dick. I started going to his place after the gym. This is where his friend started to join since that morning I have been fucked in every way possible. I keep telling my self to stop going but what’s in between my leafs takes over. Oh Fuck