Intimate Feelings

I work in a public school as a Para in a SPED room. I love working there and the kids are great. But I’m surrounded by all these different females in our classroom. I’ve found myself kinda falling for almost all of them in different ways. They’re mostly all mothers and some single mothers. I find myself fantasizing about doing things that are unexpected. I visualize making them meals and taking care of them. Giving them massages and pampering them. I know it doesn't sound erotic but it is. The thought of taking care of them turns me on.

I share a student with one. She has the student in the AM and I the afternoon. It feels a bit like parenting. She’s a single mother and is constantly exhausted looking. I’d love to treat her like a queen. I think she would be amazing to make love with. She’s so nurturing and sweet and pretty. She has a calmness that is so soothing. She’s also hilarious.

There’s a den mother type who’s also had a few kids, and she’s married. You can tell she was a party girl when she was younger, she’s not what I consider to be super attractive, but there’s something about her personality that it doesn’t matter, I’m very attracted to her.

There’s a younger girl there in her early 20’s. Chubby and bubbly. She’s exactly the type I like. She’s so hot, she has a great ass and huge chest. We all go by our 1st names pretty much Mr Tom for example or Miss Wendy. She calls me Mr. ”name” even when no kids are around, it’s a turn on. I’m old enough to be her father.

There’s a few more in the room, including the teacher. I wish I could be with them all. I genuinely feel affection for all of them. I feel protective of them.

This is obviously a secret I keep. This is a problem since I’m married, and I’m essentially fantasizing about doing husband duties with them. My wife would be so hurt to know I have such intimate feelings about my coworkers. It’s beyond a physical attraction.