Straight Male / 40
I Just Can't Seem To Get Up The Nerve To Go Find A Man To Fuck Me
How do you go about confessing to the impossible.
In college I had a roommate for a semester, off campus. He was weird and walked around naked. He was pretty hairy, his thighs and calves, his arms, his back, he had very full pubic hair, his dick was obscured by it. During breakfast he got up, naked, and bent over to pick up a piece of paper, his butt cheeks opened and I got a full on view of his hairy asshole. God, I wanted to lick it.
Several days later, more than a week later, I was on the couch watching nonsense on the television. My roommate came over to ask me if I wanted to share a Coke with him, his dick right there at eye level. I didn't think, I acted, I went forward and took his dick in my hand and straight into my mouth and started sucking. He said something like 'what are you doing' but he didn't move backward. I got my rhythm going and now on my knees in front of him I was savoring his dick with my mouth and he was getting hard for my hand to grab it. I gave my first blowjob and he grabbed my head when he came in my mouth, on my face and hair and some of his juice on my shirt. It was the most fucking hot experience of my life.
After that the pecking order was set and I was his cocksucker and anus kisser. I love eating out his ass holding his hard dick and jerking him with my hand. When he was about to cum he turned around and I took his dick in my mouth for him to cum in. It wasn't too much later, maybe another month or so before he tore me a new asshole. The best damn sex you can imagine. No lube, no nothing, just his hard dick tearing into me.
There wasn't much kissing but there was some, and he slept with me under his arm and spooned me. Every night I went to sleep with his hard dick rubbing up and down my butt crack, and sometimes he pushed me onto my stomach and fucked me. I really enjoyed being fucked, it's the best experience ever. Many times while he was fucking me I thought to myself, that's why girls love it.
At the end of the semester he graduated and I graduated a year later. I met my wife at work and we got married, on the wedding night she made a show of dropping all her birth control into the waste basket. Laid back on her back with her legs opened and told me to knock her up. I've been married fifteen years and all I want is to be the woman again, have a hard dick in my hand and up my ass like I had in college. But I'm too fucking scared to look for it. I watch gay porn, and I have a proclivity for hairy assholes. To lick, to smell, to get hard to.
In college I had a roommate for a semester, off campus. He was weird and walked around naked. He was pretty hairy, his thighs and calves, his arms, his back, he had very full pubic hair, his dick was obscured by it. During breakfast he got up, naked, and bent over to pick up a piece of paper, his butt cheeks opened and I got a full on view of his hairy asshole. God, I wanted to lick it.
Several days later, more than a week later, I was on the couch watching nonsense on the television. My roommate came over to ask me if I wanted to share a Coke with him, his dick right there at eye level. I didn't think, I acted, I went forward and took his dick in my hand and straight into my mouth and started sucking. He said something like 'what are you doing' but he didn't move backward. I got my rhythm going and now on my knees in front of him I was savoring his dick with my mouth and he was getting hard for my hand to grab it. I gave my first blowjob and he grabbed my head when he came in my mouth, on my face and hair and some of his juice on my shirt. It was the most fucking hot experience of my life.
After that the pecking order was set and I was his cocksucker and anus kisser. I love eating out his ass holding his hard dick and jerking him with my hand. When he was about to cum he turned around and I took his dick in my mouth for him to cum in. It wasn't too much later, maybe another month or so before he tore me a new asshole. The best damn sex you can imagine. No lube, no nothing, just his hard dick tearing into me.
There wasn't much kissing but there was some, and he slept with me under his arm and spooned me. Every night I went to sleep with his hard dick rubbing up and down my butt crack, and sometimes he pushed me onto my stomach and fucked me. I really enjoyed being fucked, it's the best experience ever. Many times while he was fucking me I thought to myself, that's why girls love it.
At the end of the semester he graduated and I graduated a year later. I met my wife at work and we got married, on the wedding night she made a show of dropping all her birth control into the waste basket. Laid back on her back with her legs opened and told me to knock her up. I've been married fifteen years and all I want is to be the woman again, have a hard dick in my hand and up my ass like I had in college. But I'm too fucking scared to look for it. I watch gay porn, and I have a proclivity for hairy assholes. To lick, to smell, to get hard to.
