So Frustrated You Can't Imagine

I'm relegated to a wheelchair after an accident. It happened on the interstate while this chick I picked up at a dancehall was giving me a blowjob. She didn't make it, and the scene had her under the steering wheel and my pants were open and my dick exposed. A no brainer.

I spent a whole year in hospitals of different natures, some rehab and others for surgeries. But in the end, I was in a wheelchair and no dick action. Forget the injections, having sex by a woman going cowboy on you isn't sex, I don't feel anything.

I have retrained and now do computer design work for an engineering firm. I'm single, and live alone. I watch porn. I watch any and all kind of porn. The more aggressive the better, movies about r**e and i****t. Stories about r**e and i****t. The thought of r**e and i****t. Some young girl getting her c**t torn open by a biker.

I also watch gay porn, it's more clinical, how can a dick get so hard with another guy, a guy sucking off an older man, a young guy in a bathhouse. I read a lot, but I can never get a hard on or reach any kind of satisfaction. It's all for nothing.

One bitch and my sex life was over.