Can’t Stand It Any Longer. Lol

I put bisexual because I am dying to try cock. I dream of it daily. I am married and retired wife still working. It all started years ago with a best friend when we were just young boys
He and I were always together and we just did things for what ever reason or another. Something made us show our dicks to one another all the time. We would just stand face to face push our pants down and watch as we both played with our dicks. We laughed and talked until we shot out young tiny load then everything went back to normal. We both wanted to touch each other but neither of us would ask.
One day I just put my hand on his dick and started to jack him off and in a second he was jacking me off We made each other cum and agreed it was better doing it to each other

I think we both knew what was going to happen I didn’t tell him but I wanted to suck on his dick. One day on our way home from school I told him we should cut thru the woods and maybe find a place to jack off. He said OK and in a flash we had our pants down jacking each other and I couldn’t take it any more and I went to my knees still jacking him off them just put his dick in my mouth and started to suck it. Right away he grabbed onto my head started moaning and pumping his hips as his hard dick went in and out between my lips the. Without warning he started to cum and I couldn’t stop sucking and let him cum in my mouth and it went down so easy and he was more than ready to try it out for himself and on his knees he ducked me off and ate my cum like I did his.
Both of us were way too excited to just leave and we found a spot more private and both of us wanted out of our clothes.
Once he and I were naked there was no stopping and we sucked each other off again but being naked made it much better Everyday after school we went to the woods to suck each other dry and it just got better each time we did it. That’s just about all he and I did after that. On the weekends when we were together all the time there was no limit to all the times we sucked each other off.
Weeks later I asked him if he would try and put his dick up my ass and right away he said he would. I remember laying face down in the grass in the shade as he got on top of me and worked until his dick was up my ass and he only fucked me a minute or two before he came in my ass.
We both loved it so he fucked me again and for a lot longer and we left there with his cum in my ass and on the way home I told him I wanted him to do it to me again so from that day on he fucked me all the time and we ducked each other dry all the time until after we got out of high school.
Now after all these years I find myself wanting another buddy to suck off and I hope to get fucked again. I am very straight married with a great family but I have thus wild urge to be on my knees sucking on a big hard dick and taste his cum. I am very anxious to let a man take my ass again. I get so horny for cock sometimes I will go out in the country to my property get naked get my toys out fuck my ass for hours and jack myself off in my mouth and swallow my own cum. I watch huge cock gay anal and gay gang bang porn and really enjoy watching a big hard cock cum up another man’s ass.
I would really like to have a good friend with a very large dick that would enjoy being naked with me so we could suck each other off and. I really want to be fucked and be very submissive to a well hung man. I want to gag on his big dick and be fucked hard and take his load way up inside of me.
I imagine being tied down and my ass and mouth taped and I think about a huge rubber cock up my ass while I suck on a huge dick and swallow load after load of hot thick cum.
If I could meet the right guy I don’t think there is much I would not like to do as far as sex goes. I would like to use toys on myself while he watches let him stretch my hole however he likes Let him insert butt plugs in me and me walk around naked sucking on his dick and licking his big nuts. I want to be fucked very hard and deep and let him film it cum on me multiple times a day and us just hang out naked and him tell me to suck his dick all the time and cum leaking out of my ass all the time. Maybe even find a few other hung men for occasional hang bangs where they all fuck me and use me I also have a huge black dick fantasy.
A very large dark black muscular man with the biggest cock ever fucking me and forcing me to swallow his huge dick. Me tied down with my ass sticking up for him to use and my asshole being stretched to the limit many times then one evening while I am tied up getting my asshole tore up by his monster black cock several of his buddies show up and for hours they r**e and use me and fill me up with cum.
I am
In my cabin right now with porn on my computer with a huge thick 14” big black rubber cock balls deep in my white asshole jacking my cock writing this and just about to shoot my load in my mouth.
I am looking !